Thursday, February 11, 2010

Giving

EDIT:
Okay I think it's time for me to clear this up. Remember when I said I think I didn't get the right message across through the initial post? I was right and I'll rephrase the main point. I'm definitely not saying that we need no reason to give. What I wanted to say is, to give without basing your reason on good or bad. JUST GIVE TO FOR THE SAKE OF GIVING. Don't give cause he's poor. Don't give cause you need his help. Just give cause you feel like giving, with zero expectations.

I'm not gonna rewrite the whole post so just read this shit.

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Things are beginning to get stale here so it's time for another update. But then, what is there to talk about? Yeah I'm back in Sarawak after 4 months. You know, sometimes I feel like blogging about Sarawak and life here but it's just straight fucked up and boring. West Malaysians are still taking our resources and develop their peninsular while we still get called tree-dwellers or some shit about we swimming to go shopping. So fuck that. The connection here is fucking with me and I'm so the very uninspired. Gonna leave this here and go watch some youtube videos.

Okay, I'm back.. after 3 hours of reading inane articles.

Have you guys ever wondered if it's possible to just help people just for the hell of it? I mean, for no reasons, you just give that guy a punch cause his face needed beautification. Oh wait, that sounds wrong. Let's try this. You just for no reason, gave a kid you passed by a lollipop. Ah damn, all these examples are terrible.

The main point is, are humans capable of giving just for the sake of giving? Let me clear the confusion out of your mind. By saying, 'just cause you wanna give', I meant CAN HUMANS GIVE WITHOUT EXPECTING ANYTHING AT ALL? All bullshit aside, let's ask ourselves some questions. Isn't it true that most of us give because-
-we think some old hag is poor
-we think he needs help
-we have spare change
-we need help in return
-she's got pussy and you coincidentally have a dick (and vice versa, I'm not sexist)
-we wanna get to heaven

These examples signifies that most people, if not all still give something for a reason. Can't we just walk up to a rich guy with everything in the world and give him something? Can we not give money away to people just cause they're poor? Can Paul Gilbert just give a PGM401 to me without ever considering my total devotion for him?

It appears to me lately (I really mean for the past 3 hours) that people give for a reason. Now I'm just sayin', people do give for good and bad reasons, but they RARELY, AND I MEAN MOTHERFUCKIN RARELY give for no reason. And I'm just trying to be safe just in case some motherfucker decides to get all Einstein on me and prove me wrong. Personally, I've never encountered any.

This post is not about right or wrong, I'm just pondering why can't people give for no reason. Oh, I forgot to mention, it's also cause I'm jealous.

You know, what riles me up nowadays is that rich people give shit away cause, "Oh this old man is very poor. I'm gonna cry myself to sleep if I don't give him shit." That's some noble shit but I can't stomach this. And yes you're correct, it's cause I'm not at the receiving end of this giving business. I'm jealous, so I wanna hide behind my computer and complain by coming up with silly reasonings to cope with my jealousy.

p.s. I'm kinda sad after writing this because I think I wasn't able to get the message that I really wanted to convey to you people with my level of command over English. So, here's one big FUCK to that.